State of Mind

Do you believe the power of mind? I believe, I do believe...Since I was a little boy...I had big dreams which you may think it's impossible to achieve considering my condition at that time, but now, I can tell...I achieve most of things I want so bad in my life...is it luck? No, It is not. Luck contributes only 1% of your achievement, the rest are effort and what drive you to put 100% on your effort to achieve your goal...it's your mind! So trust yourself and convince yourself  about the value you live on...that will lead you to achieve what you want in your life...

This may sound silly to some people, but It happened to me a few years back...when I and my friends were in the boat from Turtle Island to Pattaya...we met an Indo-Chinese family and guess what the daughter asked me? Are you on vacation with your class mates? Which Uni do you study at? Heh? Am I looked like the cutie-innocent college boy? O gosh...I was speechless...Thank you my girl! I know I look cute! *grinning*

The other time, an ex-class mate in high school who I never met since the day we graduated [ means about 13 years ago ] asked me recently on facebook. You still look like the last day I met you in those white-grey uniform, what is your secret? Thank you my dear! I know I look cute! *grinning, again*

Ok...I'll share my secret to you guys...I don't know whether this is true or just my lunatic thought...the thing is I never bother about my age. Whenever somebody ask me my age, I always replied the year I was born, I never tell them my age and I stop counting my age since my 24th b'day [ which means, practically I'm 24 hahahaha... ]. So it's just a state of mind, isn't it? If you think you are young, you look like what you think of...

Another amusing thought is...I keep telling myself I look good and gorgeous no matter what people say. It happened to me one time, I chatted online with a guy and he asked what do I look like? am I cute? He wants to know because he told me he is handsome and he is only interested with cute/handsome guy. Hello??? What do you think dude? Of course I'm cute and gorgeous! He asked for my face pic, then I sent to him...I asked his in return but I just got his faceless picture and a complaint...you are not handsome! Heh? WTF?! I told him...handsome, cute, gorgeous, sexy, hot and whatsoever are adjective...There's no absolute value for adjective and it has different standard from one compare to another...it's only about a state of mind...If you keep thinking you are cute, then you are cute...that it is! I told him...thank you for the honest, but still...I think I'm cute...at least I still dare to show my face to you even though you think vice versa, coward! At the end of the chat, he offered me his face pic which then refused by me.

It's not narcism [ perhaps it's a sub genus of narcism hehehe], but it does help me to build my confidence regardless all my flaws...I meant it...

I'M GORGEOUS AND YOUNG! ANYONE INTERESTED? STEP UP AND QUEUE! :)