I Won

This post was written a few months back...I just simply copy it to this blog by particular reason. It reflected the very honest moment in my life...here is just my 2 cents:

It always takes 2 to Tango, doesn't it?

The phrase is valid in all aspects in life. For instance, demand meets supply, then creates out price in the market. So does LOVE. It also takes demand and supply, the point where demand line cuts supply line, that's relationship [ I'm so good, ain't I? Heh? :) ], but it's not just that simple.

As it's considered a feeling thingy, the common formula doesn't work out, at least to me. I need LOVE [ who doesn't anyway? ] like everybody does. I had chances [ but alas I just wasted it all ] to get my LOVE, but I wasn't eager to confess and tell [ him ]. I was more concern my pride, feeling of being rejected, playing a "ladylike" role. At the end, I never had it...I lost all the chances...

Once, I had discussion over this thing with a friend of mine. I always remember one thing he told me and made me "awake" from my long sleep. I don't remember his quote precisely, but the bottom line was : "You need LOVE and you have to find it by yourself. Whenever you feel it, just be honest to yourself and eager to tell [ him ] or forever hold in regret."

And...

Then I met this guy, who I feel very comfy with [ who I think he might also have feeling towards me ? ]. At first, I guess it might only lust, but later on I realize I was wrong. No lust involve in my feeling, it's pure "I like him" [ if only "LOVE" is too soon to tell ].

This time, I come clean and tell [ him ] what I feel...be it a happy ending? or be it turns out a rejection? I don't know...

No matter what it will be, I feel relieve, I feel like a winner coz I've been being true and honest to myself.

I have no regret!