Lately, or supposed the last few months...I feel life has been very hard to me. Lots of emotional problems I have to engage with, which are not really good ones. Started with problems with a colleague in the office, family issue and LOVE issue. These 3 issues have been giving me a lot of hard time. I feel so tired both physically and mentally. I don't know how to manage to release the tenses. I want to scream out loud right now!!! Not that I'm not grateful, but I don't know why I have to go through all these unpleasant issues all together. But then I realize these things make me grow...
Now, sitting in a coffee shop with a very close friend and three other 'strangers' who I just met this afternoon...I devote myself to find back my inner self to write on my blog again. Amidst the issues I'm having now...I feel like to talk about my emotion toward a guy...this particular guy has stolen my logic away. I met him online from a gay-dating website, we chatted and we went on a date unintentionally.
I was the one who always put logic on the first place, but this time...since the very first second meeting him, I got the spark, the very strong one! It just came so fast and I can't stop even for a single minute...It was so intense and I let my emotion go all the way without considering the risk I might got hurt...
PS. I left the story unfinished, I'm going to post all the detail about this guys in next postings. It's going to be a long story...either it's sad or happy ending :)
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