Among my class mates in school...I were not the the cutest one, not the hottest one, nor even the smartest in the group. I were just the boy next door, an ordinary boy who didn't have much friends, rather passive and introvert. I just don't have any stunning quality to stand up among my friends, nor among my siblings. I were just like an invisible boy...a boy whose existence were never noticed...
Born as the youngest of seven...you may think I'm showered with all attentions and spoiled. I'm sorry to let you down...I weren't that kind of kid...I would rather say I were lack of affection, I didn't have any role model that I could follow and I tried so hard to stand up...to be noticed my existence, to be remembered and to be affectioned...I just never share the attention, I never understand what the love is, I'm indifference, I'm ignorance and I'm cynical...
I struggle to find my inner self, to search for my love, to look for affection and to be noticed...Now, I'm crawling from my gloomy days...calm, still, bold and strong...I am ME!
Random Narcism
Ps. Pic was just taken by a lovely friend
photo credit by ACS
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